Friday, 9 March 2012

Everytime I Remember Her

Everytime i remember her, my heart touched. Everytime i remember her, the memories with her appeared in my mind. Everytime i remember her, i remember how she passed away. She is my late grandmother that we called Mama'.

Always remembered beloved Mama' 

She was gentle,patience and love her children very much. But i couldn't forgive myself when she left us with negative rumour. i don't know which sides i should trust. i felt sorry for Mama'. My heart break even more because i couldn't met her for the very last time. i was so angry because my family couldn't made it not because our house was the furthest, but we were stubborn and busy with our works. We should had went to her immediately as soon we got the phone call saying that her time was almost near. :'(

Recently, my cousin posted a video on Facebook and said the video reminded her to Mama'. When i saw the video. i cried. So much. Each verse really related to Mama' s life in her old age. i regret but there is nothing i can do anymore. i am very sorry Mama'. i will always remember you and loves you. May your soul rest in peace.

This is the video. When you see it and understand the message, try to relate them with the negative rumour i said earlier. It was a controversy in my family, but i don't want to talk about it anymore. Because nobody will get the benefit.