Citrabayu 2012

     Right after MMK '12 program, me and my fellow friends went to USM, Penang to participated dance competition. It was a Sabah traditional dance competition and well known as Pertandingan Citrabayu. In this competition which was held on 31 Mac 2012, we performed the Bajau's Daling2 dance and Mongiluk dance.
     The experienced to involve in dance competition was really exciting for me because i love dancing, especially traditional dance. It became sweeter when we win this competition. We win the Anugerah Khas Juri in both categories, Best Costume and Best Choreographer. For that, we got 2nd place overall. But, the sad story behind our victory was we unable to celebrate the excitement of winning on stage. It was all because the MCs wrongly announced the winner for Best Costume and 2nd place that actually  belong to us.

      It's ok. We forgive them. As long they apologized and we knew we were the real winner, we were grateful and happy. =)

Pretty, isn't it? hehe~

The dancers

With choreographer(at the back with black jacket) and supporting friends 

 

Malam Muzikal Kampus '12

      Here it goes..my life as a college student. The 1st program was Malam Muzikal Kampus 2012. Held on 30 Mac 2012. Organized by PERKEB and CSSUKM, the Christian groups in UKM. 

      I was selected to lead the stage and MIB committee. Although this was my 1st time to hold a quite heavy responsibility, but i enjoying it very much. Actually, there was another person paired up with me to handle this job. In the end, i have no partner due to some problems leaving me holding the responsibility alone. But no worry, because there were a lot more friends who willingly to help me finishing my work especially making props and setting up stage. 

      Thanks to them, I learn more about God's love. Unite together in His name and work for Him with open heart. =)

Satisfied =)

With love~

Hope & Dream

      You know..i am a person with a lot of thoughts. Yes, i think too much. At the end, i just get confused.
      Now, i am in the condition with a lot of things stuck in my head. And of course, i confused. About what? Hope and dream. Honestly, i think i have no dream. i mean, ambition. All this time, i just imagining a plain dream and hoping it will come true. Why i say so? Because my dreams are confusing and not fixed. For instance, i said i want to be a lecturer, but then i changed my mind to be an economist, after that something happen and i changed again to become something else. It clearly show how confusing i am. So i just hope things will happen as it should be.
       Well in my point of view, dream is something you are going to pursue. For that, you are trying your hardest and doing your best to achieve it. While, hope is something that you wish will happen as how you want it to be. Like a miracle.  
       i know my point about hope and dream is not right. i just want to take out the confusion that stuck in my mind right now. Maybe it will come out silly to be read. Whatever. i am just sharing.
      Or hope and dream should walk together along the path, right?

This is the videos included in my PowerPoint presentation. But, it didn't worked during presentation because of some technical mistakes. :) The first video is showing me making the introduction of my topic. While, the second video is an example of tourism commercial in Malaysia via tv.

EPPD1063 COMP. APP. MSWORD DOC 1

Everytime I Remember Her

Everytime i remember her, my heart touched. Everytime i remember her, the memories with her appeared in my mind. Everytime i remember her, i remember how she passed away. She is my late grandmother that we called Mama'.

Always remembered beloved Mama' 

She was gentle,patience and love her children very much. But i couldn't forgive myself when she left us with negative rumour. i don't know which sides i should trust. i felt sorry for Mama'. My heart break even more because i couldn't met her for the very last time. i was so angry because my family couldn't made it not because our house was the furthest, but we were stubborn and busy with our works. We should had went to her immediately as soon we got the phone call saying that her time was almost near. :'(

Recently, my cousin posted a video on Facebook and said the video reminded her to Mama'. When i saw the video. i cried. So much. Each verse really related to Mama' s life in her old age. i regret but there is nothing i can do anymore. i am very sorry Mama'. i will always remember you and loves you. May your soul rest in peace.

This is the video. When you see it and understand the message, try to relate them with the negative rumour i said earlier. It was a controversy in my family, but i don't want to talk about it anymore. Because nobody will get the benefit.